Seducing Childhood Sweetheart - Chapter 44
Chapter 44
Extra 1: Lin Yuan’s Viewpoint
Lin Yuan doesn’t know when he fell in love with Gu Yuan. He might have liked her from the start, but he pushed her away with his hands.
Previously, Lin Yuan did not understand why Gu Yuan would like him. Aside from his good looks and academic performance, he came from a single-parent family. His mother was seriously ill, and he has been called a wild child since childhood.
Gu Yuan was a little princess. Lin Yuan remembered the first time he saw Gu Yuan was the first day of high school. Because he had to go to the hospital early in the morning to take care of his mother and was late, he climbed over the wall and went in. Then, he saw the girl standing there. The breeze blew the hem of the young girl’s school uniform skirt, scattering her hair on her forehead. The brightness and movement of the young girl were especially dazzling in the early morning sunlight. Anyone who looked at her would be moved.
The girl looked at the youth who suddenly appeared. She shocked and smiled slightly, “Are you Superman?”
He heard her curious question but did not respond, only to fall away.
He never dared to respond to her feelings for him either. She sends him expensive gifts, fearing that he won’t accept them, so she says they’re a return gift for the laptop he lent her. She celebrates his birthday. No one has ever said happy birthday to him. She was the one who held the cake and lit the first birthday candle for him. She would chirp around him every day, sharing bits and pieces of her life, both happy and sad. As if all the world’s troubles could disappear just by talking about them.
But at that time, he actually thought she was noisy. He still remembered he said those impatient words, “Gu Yuan, noisy! Are you done?!”
She ran away with red eyes but still appeared in front of him the next day.
Later, Lin Yuan realized that one day, she no longer appeared. He watched her standing beside her childhood friend. Such a good pair, such a good match. At that moment, Lin Yuan realized that his heart was aching, very painful.
He wanted to ask Gu Yuan. Why did she stop halfway? Why does she no longer have him in her eyes?
Lin Yuan had a dream that Gu Yuan was angry at his means. So, he went to tell her he would try to like her, but the girl’s determined eyes once again pierced him. He suddenly realized he had once done the same to her. That time, he brutally trampled her heart.
He wanted to attend her birthday party, but unfortunately, his mother was suddenly sick that day. After nursing his mother, he rushed to buy a bracelet with two months’ salary. But he didn’t see the girl’s figure anywhere. When he walked to a Glass Flower House, he heard her voice, the delicate chant that made people’s bones crumble when they heard it.
She wanted her Brother Xinian to ej*culate inside her.
Lin Yuan never saw Gu Yuan and left, wondering if his heart could be intact. The reality let him finally understand that her eyes no longer have him, and another person occupied her heart.
He had lost her. And now, he can only look at her from afar. To see her happy. To see her living her beautiful life. But what about himself? It didn’t matter. She wouldn’t have to give him a chance. Anyway, he had a whole life to waste.
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In his last life, Lin Yuan also liked Gu Yuan, but for too many reasons, and because of his low self-esteem, he felt he wasn’t good enough for the heroine.
Lin Yuan doesn’t want to harm the heroine. He’s psychologically twisted and feels that he’s only qualified to love if the angel breaks her wings and the goddess falls to the altar (mainly a psychological problem). Of course, Lin Yuan is also the heroine’s half-brother.
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