Why You Should Be Responsible For Him - Chapter 4 Part 6
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“Aah, aah, Ash!”
I was swept away. Completely swept away by the atmosphere, by him.
My stripped clothes were rolling around at the foot of the bed, and Ash was on top of me, licking my nipples relentlessly.
“Is this how it’s supposed to be?”
I grabbed the underside of his chest so it wouldn’t hurt, and he nibbled lightly on my n*pple. I jerked at the contact of his sharp teeth.
“Hmph, don’t squirm.”
“Let me know.”
Ha, I’m dizzy.
Ash, who hadn’t fully sobered up from his drink, was still blushing and moving on by instinct.
“Gently, just enough to keep the sensation from turning into pain.”
Ash put his index and middle fingers together and ran them in a circular motion over my n*pple and areola. A tingling sensation rose from my navel.
“Like this?”
“Uh, yeah.”
Hot!
The large hand that had been carefully hovering over my br*ast, as if handling a baby bird, squeezed it until it was full and round in his hand. His fingers rolled around her areolas, this time gripping her br*asts and spinning them in circles.
“How about this, do you realize how dirty you look right now?”
“Ugh… ya.”
“Senior, I think I’m going crazy right now……. What should I do next?”
Ash growled, nibbling on his neck until it hurt. I feel like a thin thread is barely holding on to his sanity.
But my own self-control snaps before his does. My body was so honest and unapologetic in the face of the excitement I’d never felt in my life and the alcohol that had overwhelmed my reason.
“I will lower my hand… gently touch your waist, pass over the hip, uh…….. like that. Yes, that’s it. Slowly massage the inside of your thigh. Ah, haa.”
“Senior, your flesh is so skinny, can I taste you?”
“…Just a little.”
At the vague permission, Ash’s blond head reached between my legs and nibbled at her delicate flesh. His tongue flicked over the flesh like a kiss, then he sank his teeth in and sucked deeply, making a chu-chu-chu sound.
“Ash!”
“I’m sorry, you only asked for a little taste…….”
A nibble.
Unlike his mouth, Ash’s body is uncharacteristically responsive as he continues to flick his tongue up and down my thigh. My legs clench and narrow at the tickling sensation. Ash slides his body between my legs, pinning me down.
“Here, can I touch you?”
He asks, his fingers pressing into my already damp center.
“Mmm.”
“You’re squishy, like you’ve ejaculated.”
A long finger grazed my clit, sucking about a finger’s length inside my secret hole.
“Hey, that’s…….”
“…Interesting, you’re putting it in here.”
“You shouldn’t try to put it in the first time. You have to get it wet.”
The sound of gurgling water from below was deafening, but I assured Ash that it wasn’t enough.
“There should be a circle of flesh up there, and that’s a woman’s cl*t… Aaah, aaah!”
Ash said, “Here?” and began rubbing his middle finger hard against it. I half rose to my feet and grabbed Ash’s forearms with both hands in a rush of excitement.
“No, you’re freaking me out.”
“It feels so good to touch.”
Ash’s fingers rubbed slowly over her cl*t, and her back arched as her body heated up.
“Aah, ah, ah.”
“Ha, I think I’m going to c*m.”
I’m the one being touched, so why does it feel like c*mming to you?
I opened my mouth to respond to Ash’s words, but only a strange moan came out.
“Ha, now down there… in the hole, just one finger…….”
“Like this?”
“Ah!”
The finger smoothly slipped inside. Before the words could finish, the unexpected intrusion tightened below.
“It’s too tight, Senior.”
“Move like you’re inserting it. Imagine you’ve put something between your legs.”
Squeak, squeak.
My whole body burns like I’m burying myself in hot sand in the middle of summer. I’d never been so sexually aroused in my life.
Every time Ash touched me, every time he kissed me, my entire body tingled like an erogenous zone. At this point, I’m pretty sure a finger would be enough to bring me to climax.
“I want to put it in.”
Pulling his finger out, Ash rubbed his huge, sinewy c*ck between his legs. The blunt glans rubbed over her cl*t and hole.
Ash shifted his hips and began to grind.
“Calm down, Ash.”
Grabbing my dizzy head, I raise my upper body off the bed and he looks up at me with tears in his eyes, his c*ck rubbing beneath me.
“Lie down.”
I reach out and press my hand to Ash’s chest, and he collapses with a thud, like a feather in the wind.
The tables have turned. Now I’m on top of him. The look on Ash’s face from above was strange. His eyes are wide with excitement, yet frightened, and his lips are puckered with lascivious anticipation.
I place my palms on his well-defined abs and rub my *ss against his erect c*ck.
Ash’s pelvis jerks beneath me, and I nibble on his lips, and soon the eagerly anticipated wall of flesh is hidden beneath the back of his arm.
“You should see me, Ash. We’re in the middle of a lesson.”
“Teacher, I can’t hold it.”
“Senior……”
“S-Senior……”
One hand swings back and grabs the shaft of Ash’s bat-like p*nis. He lets out a pained groan as his hips buck wildly at the forceful touch.
“Ah……. Senior!”
It’s not the first time I’ve touched Ash’s p*nis, but the sheer size of it makes me shrink back a bit. I’m almost tempted to believe I’m gripping his biceps the wrong way.
“I’m only going to show you this once, so keep your eyes open.”
“…….”
I gulp.
Despite the confident tone of my voice, my throat was going dry. If I were sober, if there were no traces of alcohol in my system, I would never have done such a crazy thing.
I lifted my hips and held his c*ck up, lining up the hole with the tip of the c*ck.
“Ugh. Where it should go… well, look.”
“Haa……. You’re so fucking hot.”
Even though the tip of the c*ck was only slightly inside, it hurt like it was going to tear.
Why am I doing this?
I have a moment of doubt, but then I see Ash panting below and I’m motivated again.
With a little more courage, I lowered my pelvis.
“Ouch…, why is it so big…….”
“Senior, are you sure you’re going in?”
“Yes, I’m almost done, just a little…….”
Sweat was dripping down my face from the overwhelming size.
If I keep going like this, it’ll never end.
Gritting my teeth, I boldly settle down on his p*nis, and a heavy pain throbs from below.
“Argh!”
“Hack… I-I can feel it going in… uh.”
“Senior, don’t move, ah, ah…….”
An excited Ash bounced his hips from below, slamming into me, slamming, slamming.
How long until he was all the way in?
I reached down and gently touched… oh, my God.
It was only halfway in.
The sensation of being filled rapidly made my teeth clench as if they were knocking against each other.
Ash raised himself up slightly and stared intently downward, as if he were being a good boy and learning which hole his p*nis fit into.
Stopping now means we’ve already come too far along this path.
As if feeling my gaze, Ash lifted his head to face me. Our eager gazes collide in midair. One corner of my mouth curled up at the look on his face, as if he wanted to be spanked right now.
And…….
“Aah! Senior……!”
“Whoa, it went in… ugh.”
I let go of the strength I was barely holding on to and completely collapsed on top of him. The heavy thing in my lower stomach fit perfectly. A wave of pain washed over my legs, but it was outweighed by a sense of accomplishment.
Ash lifted his entire upper body and threw his arms around my shoulders.
I stroked the back of his head slowly.
“Easy, it’s okay. It’s all done.”
“Senior, hmm, it’s, like, crazy, it’s, like, so, tight, hot, haa…….”
Ash instinctively shifted his hips. It felt like a hammer slamming into him from below. He gripped Ash’s back, slick with sweat from the strain, and shook it impatiently.
“Now, wait, don’t move…….”
“I’m not moving, senior, hmm, ah, ah! Help, help me…….”
If you’re not moving, who is?
The sound of flesh hitting flesh echoed obscenely as Ash struck harder and harder. Beyond the dull ache, an unearthly sensation of pleasure sizzled. I’m amazed that I can feel this even during penetration.
“Ah, ah! Ash, haa, wait….”
“Okay. Ha, ha, faster, can I?”
Ash pleaded, tears trickling down his cheeks.
His face and his bottom were playing so differently.
I kissed his cheek and shook my head firmly, knowing I had to calm him down for now.
“Stop. You have to listen to me, Ash.”
“Hmph, ah, ah, senior…….”
Ash’s grip on my waist tightened, despair written across his face like a man facing a death sentence.
I pushed his shoulders so he was completely down on the bed and tucked a stray strand of my disheveled hair behind my ear.
“I told you once before, it’s not a good idea to thurst on me like a baby.”
I slowly shifted my pelvis back and forth, and Ash crumpled the sheets under my hands.
“Don’t be in a hurry, find out where they like it, you need to know where to touch to make them happy.”
“Hmm, mmm, where do you like?”
“I don’t know. I’ll know when I try.”
I gently pulled his c*ck out of the water and reinserted it. The tantalizingly slow motion made Ash impatient, and a few downward thrusts sent the hot flesh plunging deep inside, sending him sprawling.
Puck, puck, puck.
I moved my pelvis regularly and then…….
“Ha!”
Ash’s p*nis touched somewhere deep inside me, and my head felt dizzy with pleasure, just as a shiver ran down my spine.
“Senior, did you just…….”
I slid my pelvis down to meet him, adding to the stimulation.
“Remember, here.”
For a moment, Ash’s eyes sparked. The teary-eyed, begging-me-to-keep-him alive boy was gone, replaced by a sleek black panther’s intimidating, colorful face.
I stare at Ash for a moment, stunned by the transformation,
“Aah!”
It was only a moment before my body flipped.
“Now, wait, ah, ah, ah… Ash!”
“I, uh, I think I can do it, senior.”
Ash grabbed my pelvis in his big hands, focusing on the spot I’d shown him, and moved his hips quickly and forcefully, causing me to let out a loud, uncontrollable moan every time his huge c*ck stirred against my tight inner walls.
“It’s so hot, I think my veins are going to melt.”
“Ss-slow down…….”
“I want more, I want to break you.”
My *rgasm raced through me like a sprint from my toes and finally exploded with a bang in my head.
He felt my climax, too, and his thrusts slowed for a moment.
But only for a moment, really. I hadn’t even gotten a chance to catch my breath from the cascade of pleasure, and he was back to ramming his c*ck into me like a madman.
“Ha, ah, that’s good, that’s so good, if this is a dream, I’m not going to wake up, ha, ah, Yveline.”
“Please… come on, uh… …….”
Ash presses his thumb firmly against my chin, forcing my mouth to open, and rains down a deep kiss. The sound of slimy saliva and obscene flesh slapping together seems to form a tsk-tsk sound.
It wasn’t long before I had another *rgasm.
“Haah, haah, haah…….”
I’m shaking from the intense *rgasm that’s raging through my body, and I catch the corner of Ash’s mouth at the edge of my blurred vision. I feel like I’m about to die, but he’s looking down at me, a deep smile on his face.
“Stop…….”
But contrary to my wishes, Ash, who hadn’t ejaculated once since penetration, slowly began to reciprocate.
I shake my head in disbelief.
I felt the touch of soft lips on my eyes a few times, and then a sweet voice spoke softly.
“We have to finish the lesson till the end.”
My body began to shake violently again.
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The vigorous sex eventually took its toll on her body and she slipped into unconsciousness.
I was dimly realizing that I had passed out when I felt a thud from below. My eyelids lifted before I realized the erotic sensation of a thumping sensation.
“You awake?”
Ash wiped the sweat trickling down my chin with the back of his hand and kissed me long and hard.
“Ha, ah, ah, you’re still……. ugh.”
“As much as I love ramming into your passed out body, I’m still more turned on by you looking at me.”
“Ah, ah, ah, stop…….”
“Hold on to my waist, I can’t stand the sound of your voice.”
Pressing down on both my thighs, I spread them wide, and Ash plunged his c*ck a little deeper. My pelvis lifted high and Ash thrust hard as he slammed into me from top to bottom.
“Ah, ah! Haat, wait, crazy, ah… Ash!”
“Phew… I like it. Right now, I’m thrusting into Senior. Ha, I’m so happy.”
“Stop, ah, ah, ah, ahh……!”
Eventually, after another *rgasm, I had to let go once again. Again and again I woke up, my body shaking eagerly beneath Ash.
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By the time he woke up the fourth time, he was completely sober, and outside the window, the dawn was glowing red and coloring the land.
“Haah, ah, Senior, are you awake?”
“…Crazy bastard. Ah, ah.”
How many times had I climaxed tonight, I couldn’t tell exactly because I’d given up counting after the sixth time.
By the time I managed to break free of Ash’s arms completely, the sun was already high in the sky.
When I woke up, I had been carried to another room, and all the slimy liquid that had soaked my body had been wiped away as if I had taken a shower.
Feeling the smoothness of my skin, I sat up, and my body, revealed under the uncovered blanket, was entirely covered in a reddish bruise. From the armpits and inner elbows to below the navel and even the chest, the areas dominated by bruises exceeded my natural skin color.
“…What have I done?”
Every muscle in my body screamed, as if it were punishment for what I’d done last night.
Thankfully, Ash wasn’t next to me right now. If he had greeted me with a bright smile after the things we did last night, or rather, this morning, my foolish expression might have given away everything.
“Ugh, my back.”
I’d barely gotten one foot out of bed when I felt something hard underfoot.
“Ugh.”
The voice I’ve heard so many times echoes from beneath my feet.
“Morning, senior.”
Ash lay down on the floor, flashing a refreshing smile as he greeted me good morning. I grunted and moved my aching body with all my might, stepping over his abdomen as I passed by.
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Limp. Limp.
With Ash’s support, I moved forward one step at a time. People passing by on the street gathered and exchanged sympathetic glances, some whispering words of concern.
“Too bad she’s so young.”
“Mom! That lady walking looks weird!”
“Shhh. You shouldn’t make fun of sick people.”
Yeah, it really was inappropriate for my age. I couldn’t believe I had impulsively touched the s*x master and stamina king while I was sleeping.
Ash, who now looked at me with eyes filled with worry, seemed like a different person.
Is this the same person?
“Sorry, Senior. I should have been more careful with my actions…….”
“Can you refrain from casually mentioning such things on the street?”
“…I should have inserted it slowly…….”
“Shut up.”
The returning train had plush, luxurious seats in the first-class section rather than the second class, and, of course, Ash covered the train fare.
As we reached the train station in the capital, a lingering anxiety about Ceres possibly appearing again started to surface. However, Ash kept his gaze fixed on my face, and I tried my best not to reveal the anxiety I was feeling. I stretched as if waking up and glanced around, pretending to look for something, and then pretended to have a stiff neck as I looked behind. The black-haired guy was nowhere to be seen.
“I’ll carry you.”
“I said it’s fine; just assist me.”
The time it took from the train station to the front of the academy dormitory building was twice as long as usual. Despite Ash offering to take me all the way to my room, I firmly separated from him. Like an old person who had just turned eighty, I could barely make it to the dormitory building by leaning on the wall and grabbing my waist.
Tick. Tock.
“Senior! Please soak in warm water! I’ll come to take care of you tomorrow!”
When I opened the window, Ash formed a circle with his hand around his mouth and shouted loudly.
I nodded vaguely and waved my hand, and with a swish-swish gesture, he walked away from the dormitory building, occasionally turning back to check on me.
Several times.
“Hurry up!”
Each time, I gestured for him to go faster. I leaned against the window until his figure was no longer visible, then collapsed onto the bed.
I swept my fingers over the particularly vivid kiss marks under my wrist.
These might last quite a while.
The more I thought about it, the more… I could feel the sensation of my wild night with Ash returning to my skin.
Burning.
Why am I so hot all of a sudden?
“It wasn’t like this when I did it with Paul.”
I remembered the look on Paul’s face when we were having s*x. Unlike the image of Ash crying lustfully, floating around in my head like a painting, I can’t remember Paul’s face, like it’s covered in black ink.
I hope I don’t end up like Paul.
For a while, for quite some time, I couldn’t get Ash’s image out of my head. When I was studying, when I was walking down the street, when I was laying down to sleep.
“Ugh, annoying.”
I flopped down on my bed, tugging at my hair to get rid of the ash that kept floating around.
“Ugh, my back…….”
But it wasn’t just my head, but my whole body remembered the ash. Intense marks had been carved into every inch of him, never to be erased.