Why You Should Be Responsible For Him - Chapter 4 Part 2

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“What’s going on? You left all the food.”

Clean’s bulging belly rested on the table. Although the well-stained apron touched the edge of the plate, it wasn’t pushed away.

It must be challenging to carry that belly around.

“I didn’t eat anything.”

The time to eat was slower than usual, but I still held a fork in my hand. There were still six meatballs soaked in tomato sauce, can I leave them?

However, my appetite isn’t really there.

Ash’s image, groaning in his mind like someone addicted to drugs or obsessed with gambling, kept popping up. Despite constant efforts to forget, thoughts would sneak in, taking complete control of his mind.

Even now, it was the same. Ash’s swollen appearance had completely captivated my senses to the point where my appetite disappeared.

“What’s going on? Do you have something on your mind?”

Clean took a seat across from me. I tried to pick up a meatball with my fork and put it in my mouth, but eventually, I put it back on the plate.

“Clean, do you think a man’s genitals can be this big?”

Pushing up my forearm, Clean’s eyebrows narrowed.

“…I’ve heard there are people like that… I’ve never seen it myself.”

“Yeah, it doesn’t make sense, it’s like a mysterious animal from a legend, you know, something you’ve heard about but never actually seen.”

“Why are we suddenly talking about a man’s genitals?”

“But let me tell you, I actually saw it. How that massive thing fits into underwear… Isn’t that a real mystery?”

Not only did I see it, but I shook it so hard that my arm almost fell off.

“Spending the night with someone like that would be amazing.”

“Yeah, the size was so big that it felt like my life was over.”

The nuances in Clean’s and my conversation were subtly different. Clean seemed to have regained his appetite somehow, and the mention of a giant sausage or something crossed my mind.

I decided not to dwell on it too much.

“Are you so shocked by the size that you lost your appetite?”

“It’s not just that, Clean. Think about it. If a timid and obedient neighbor suddenly jumped into bed with you one morning and you hadn’t been able to say no, and they had engaged in some kind of pseudo-sexual activity, and you couldn’t get the image of him out of your head!”

“It seemed good to me.”

“Yeah, it was good… what?!”

I pushed the chair back with my buttocks and stood up from my seat. Unlike me, Clean was surprisingly nonchalant.

It seemed good… Is this kind of thing common?

“My boyfriend did exactly that. He was acting all classy and buying cheap food from my store every day, and then he waited for me until closing time and then he just kissed me.”

“M, my boy… Boyfri…end?”

I stammered.

Stammering, I blurted out more words than necessary. For a moment, confusion about Clean’s gender struck me.

The pupils moved instinctively, focusing on Clean’s chest. Her breasts were slightly protruding due to her weight, and I simply assumed it was gynecomastia.

But… was she a woman, really?

“Yep. My boyfriend’s p*nis isn’t the biggest either.”

It doesn’t make sense. Can a woman have a beard like that? It’s not just a beard; it’s more like a forest laid on top of the clothes. And how low and husky is that voice? No matter how much someone smokes, they can’t become as husky as Clean.

Moreover, Clean doesn’t smoke.

“So, Clean’s boyfriend… you mean?”

“Ex-boyfriend.”

“Clean, by any chance, do you happen to have a menstrual cycle?”

Clean’s expression crumpled. The lips covered in facial hair moved as if spitting out a curse.

“Why would a man have a menstrual cycle?”

“…Right. My mistake. The shock of the p*nis is too overwhelming.”

“So did I at first, but I guess it’s better to be big than small.”

Clean unexpectedly acquired the information that Clean is gay. Seriously… I tried not to let it happen, but thanks to Ash, my mind, which I wanted to keep away from obscenity, was filled with the image of moaning Clean.

No! This can’t be! Erase it, erase it!

I probably can’t eat the meatballs anymore. My appetite has completely disappeared.

Nodding vaguely at Clean’s words, I stood up from the seat. Tutoring time was approaching, and I felt that if I stayed here any longer, my already troubled mind would become even more chaotic.

“I’ll leave 30 rupees here. I’ll come again tomorrow.”

“Sure. Just remember that having a p*nis the size of a forearm is really a blessing, customer.”

“…….”

I didn’t respond. If a p*nis is only the size of a forearm, then that’s not a p*nis. It’s just an arm.

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With heavy steps, I walked slowly to Ash’s dorm room. I tried to gather my thoughts on the way, but as I approached his room, Ash’s provocative image became more vivid.

Knock, knock.

“Senior.”

Ash’s blonde hair, which usually felt messy and untidy, inexplicably looked more alluring today.

I must be seriously out of my mind.

Ash took the book from my hand and pulled out a chair for me.

“Why does today feel so long? I missed you.”

“Just open the book.”

Ash’s face lit up with a fresh smile, and he approached the lesson with his usual upright posture. He even seemed to have more energy than usual. For some reason, when he responded he seemed have more energy than usual and was more responsive to my questions.

Whenever I continued explaining, Ash looked at me with an expression of excitement. In other words, he doesn’t seem to be paying attention to the lesson at all, so when I catch him off guard with a question, he’s quick to answer.

“I’m memorizing every word you say, teacher.”

As he said that.

Well done, then.

With a playful smile, I ruffled his hair, causing Ash to shake his shoulders in surprise. Then, he looked at me with astonished eyes.

“…Teacher, it gives me the chills. What you just did.”

“What?”

“Can’t you pet it one more time?”

He’s not even a real dog, so what’s the big deal.

I chuckled in disbelief.

“You’re a human, right?”

“No dog masturbates with its hand.”

He says, then smirks at me.

Ah, dangerous. It feels like I’m getting caught up in his pace.

Instead of patting Ash’s head, I smacked his forehead with a loud ‘thud!’

“Cut the crap and pay attention with the lesson.”

“Okay.”

Despite my confused state of mind, the sun is unusually bright today, streaming in through the open windows and washing over the table.

Ash’s hands looked especially beautiful in that light. Squared off. He diligently wrote down every word I said, not missing a thing. I thought his graceful handwriting suited him well.

“That’s it for today’s lesson. Review what you’ve learned and make sure not to forget. Got it?”

“I won’t forget a single word you said, senior.”

“I know, I know, because if you keep this up, you’re going to be top of your class.”

Impressed by his quick learning and memory, I spoke openly about my emotions.

Ash rested his chin on his hand and asked.

 “If I become the top student, would seniors be pleased?”

“Of course I’m happy. I taught you.”

“Well, then I guess I really need to aim for the top spot.”

“Don’t be arrogant. You’ve still got a lot to learn. Do your homework.”

“Yes, senior.”

Thankfully, I finished the imperial history lesson without any incident.

As I began to tidy up the books on the table and stand up, Ash called me, still resting his chin on his hand.

“Yveline, senior.”

Turning around, he slowly swept aside the bangs that had covered his eyes with his hand, not resting his chin on the other hand this time.

“You’ll have to teach me.”

“……..”

“Sex.”

Okay, Imperial History class had ended without incident, but I still had Sex Ed, where the potential for something bad to happen was very high.

I slammed my book down on the table with a thud.

Ever since the last masturbation incident, I’d been feeling a little intimidated by the sight of Ash.

Ha, you can’t be like this, Yveline. Let’s be confident.

If I keep this up, I’m going to get caught up in his stupid pace, and it’s pretty exhausting.

Don’t let that p*nis intimidate you, it’s no threat to me at all!

I grabbed Ash by the scruff of his neck and threw him on the bed. Ash laughed as he scattered his collar.

“Hey, be gentle, please.”

“Yeah. Let’s take it slow and gentle, Ash.”

I spread Ash’s legs apart and settled in front of him. As I slick back his flowing blond hair, his cocky eyes shine, and he looks up at me in a way that’s almost too seductive.

“What are we going to learn today?”

“Insertion.”

“Haven’t even taken the first step, and you’re already shouting ‘Yeehaw’ as if you’ve reached the summit?”

Ash wrapped his arms around my waist and buried his face in my chest.

“Anything, anything, just let me know.”

“Tell me what you want to learn the most.”

“Haah, I’d like to kiss you, Yveline.”

I pushed his shoulder to pull him away and sat down on the bed myself.

We hadn’t started anything yet, but Ash’s ears were turning red like they were going to burn and turn to ash.

“Have you ever been kissed?”

I remembered the moment of my first kiss. Not the memory that came with those beautiful, thrilling, exhilarating feelings, but the moment that felt disgusting, like I’d swallowed filth. That awful moment when Ceres pressed his lips against mine.

“I have.”

“Then try it with me.”

Ash tilted his head at an angle and leaned his face in close. I hastily cover his lips with my palm and bite back hard, his gaze narrowing unpleasantly, but he pulls back obediently.

“This is a class. I’m teaching you how to do it, not kissing you.”

“…And how are you going to teach me?”

I hover my index finger over Ash’s red bottom lip. I pressed down slightly, revealing light pink flesh.

“Like this.”

I slide my index finger between his slightly parted lips, and the warm, moist texture of his mouth envelops my finger. I trace the inside of his delicate cheeks and even teeth, then rest my index finger on his curling tongue.

“Pretend my hand is my tongue. Now, close your eyes and move it slowly.”

The wall that had been staring into my eyes slowly disappeared beneath my eyelids. Ash’s tongue twitched timidly, gently touching the tip of my index finger. It was a cautious gesture, like pecking a sleeping child on the cheek.

“Are you singing a lullaby to the other person? Where’s the excitement in such a boring kiss like this?”

“Ugh…….”

I think he wanted to say something, but his words were muffled by my finger in his mouth.

I swirled my finger around Ash’s tongue to stimulate it, and it wasn’t long before he began to run his tongue along my index finger, wrapping it around it a little.

Something warm and soft wraps around my finger and caresses it, making me feel strange. Ash’s face is so colorful that it’s hard to look him in the eye as he bites down on my finger and moves his mouth eagerly.

Why does he look so erotic?

“Heh, oh, senior.”

He bites my index finger slightly and starts looking for me anxiously. I guess it’s me after all, the imaginary partner of this sex education.

The movements of his tongue were getting bolder and bolder. It sucked my fingers to one side, swiping widely all over the place, and tasted as insistently as if there was something sweet on them.

“Aah.”

In his excitement, he lost control and bit down painfully. Startled, I tried to pull my hand away, but Ash grabbed it with both hands and wouldn’t let go.

“Hey, wait.”

The sound of slurping saliva echoes loudly. Even though I wasn’t really looking, I could see the bulge in the middle of his pants making its presence felt.

My fingers have brought him to a state of extreme arousal, and he’s licking and sucking with his tongue, not forgetting to let out a pained moan in between.

“Wait, Ash. Stop.”

He keeps biting, and I realize I need to make him stop.

I push his forehead back, and he looks up at me with sad eyes filled with resentment. He looked like a puppy who’d been robbed of his food bowl.

He pauses, and I slide my finger out of Ash’s mouth. A thin line of saliva ran from the tip of my index finger into Ash’s mouth, glistening, poisonous.

“I want to kiss you.”

“No one’s going to like it if you’re just pushing it like that.”

“Then what am I supposed to do?”

“…….”

“What do you suggest I do?”

I couldn’t answer Ash’s question right away. The kiss with Ceres had disgusted me every second, and the kiss with Paul had left me feeling nothing.

As I hesitated to answer, Ash grabbed my wrist and planted a small kiss on the back of my hand.

“Tell me, senior.”

“…I don’t know.”

As he lowered his lips to the back of my hand, Ash paused and raised his eyes to meet mine. The blue that had been soaked in excitement now sparkled with life.

“Then we’ll find out together.”

“…….”

“How you like to be kissed.”

Ash pulls me closer, and my body follows easily. We breathed so close our noses brushed against each other.

Ash turns his head slightly, as if he’s about to pounce, but when I don’t, he doesn’t rush to kiss me.

“Hey.”

Ash began to tease.

Feeling a tingling sensation at the tips of my toes and noticing my breath quickening, it seemed that… although not to the extent of Ash, I was quite sexually aroused at the moment.

I’m worried. If I kissed Ash here, would my clumsy kissing skills be exposed?

In the true spirit of a teacher, I decided to think about it a little more dispassionately. I don’t know the first thing about how to make a good kiss, but he probably doesn’t either, so it’s hard to tell what’s right and what’s wrong.

Besides, he’s a terrible kisser, so if I insist that I’m right, he’ll think I am.

Maybe it’s okay.

“Can I?”

Before I knew it, the distance between me and Ash had narrowed even further. Every time Ash speaks, his lips graze over mine.

“Can you do it?”

“I’ll aim for the top spot, senior.”

His smooth hot lips met mine. They linger for three seconds, then pull away.

“You’re better than I imagined, senior.”

“What do you usually imagine?”

“If you found out, you’d never want to see me again.”

Our lips touch again. This time, the kiss was a little deeper than the last.

Swept up in the moment, I gave my lips to him, ready to pull away in disgust. But then a sensation so different from any kiss before it pierced my skin.

Thump. Thump.

His heart pounded uncontrollably, sexual tension weighing heavily on the air.

Ash turned his head and brushed his lips against mine. Enveloping them in damp warmth, then spitting them out, exploring them relentlessly. I pressed my tongue against the shape of my lips, tasting it as if I were trying to carve it, and then it invaded my mouth.

“Ugh.”

“Ha, mmm……..”

It stirred inside me without hesitation. He was so happy to meet my tongue that he tried to shake it… Our tongues rubbed together for a long time.

I pull away, and Ash’s grip on my wrist tightens, pulling me back.

“Ugh.”

The kiss turns explicit, and my breathing quickens as my breathing becomes ragged.

Ash’s lips and tongue collide roughly, as if he’s going to swallow me whole. Like a child without boundaries, he’s swept up in my excitement and kisses me indiscriminately.

“Ash, ahhh, ugh, ahh, hhhh.”

I can barely get a word out. I turn my head to escape, but he follows me the rest of the way, biting my lips and swallowing every breath that escapes.

At this point, I realize I need to dry Ash off, so I push against his hard pecs. The gap between us widens slightly, and I rush to cover his mouth as he lunges for me again. His lips hovered over my palm.

“Hah, I want to keep going.”

His blue eyes, melted with excitement, stare at me, and he paw at my palm. Ash tilts his head like he does when he kisses me and lets out a sharp intake of breath.

“Senior, please.”

“This is a class, Ash Kindroper. You’re supposed to let the other person feel it, not charge in like a stallion.”

“…….”

“Try again. If you come at me like that again, we’re done for the day.”

Swish.

I pulled my palm away, and Ash leaned in as if waiting. But just before our lips touch, he stops and exhales sharply, as if he’s holding something back.

Then he stroked my lips slowly, as if licking up soft cream.

It’s a far cry from the haste of before. His tongue, which had plunged in without consideration, now probed every inch of my mouth, as if exploring where I might feel it.

I flinched involuntarily as it skimmed across the roof of my mouth at my molars.

“Here, do you like it?”

“…….”

Ash pressed his tongue gently against the same spot again.

“Mmmmm.”

A moan escaped me, and the corners of his mouth tilted upward as he began to focus on that spot. As if he’d found the right answer, Ash became bolder again. Keeping the pressure just right, just enough to make me feel good.

The sound of my saliva slurping against his lips was unusually loud. As the kiss deepens, I find myself focusing solely on the act.

Instinctively, I wrap my arms around Ash’s neck. As if that were a cue, he wrapped his arms around my waist and began to kiss me in earnest. His lips moved from my lips to my cheeks, to my ears, to my neck, and he exhaled hotly, his lips moving relentlessly over my skin.

Thud.

Thud?

A familiar sound came from below. Despite being in a state of excitement, I turned my eyes toward the source of the sound… and an enormous object caught my attention in the field of vision.

“Hey, what are you… Uh. Stop. Oh, wait, Ash!”

As he kissed me, he began to masturbate with one hand. His bursting p*nis dipped in and out of view under Ash’s hand.

“Ha, senior, mmm… senior, ugh.”

“This guy, seriously, un, believable!”

I scrambled out of bed to stop him, but before I could straighten up, the weight of his body clinging to mine sent me tumbling backwards.

“Crazy.”

Ash was on top of me, straddling my body. I had to get into a more subtle position to receive his kisses as he masturbated.

“Ha, senior, senior.”

“What, you, ugh, move, already….”

It was hard to masturbate with their bodies pressed against each other, so he took his hand off his penis and moved his waist as if to insert it. I could feel his stiff, hard cock pressing hard against my clothes.

The sensation was so intense that I squeezed my eyes shut.

“Hah. It’s like I’m having sex with you.”

“Hmph.”

“Can you open your eyes, please? Can you look at me, please?”

Ash nibbled on my eyelid with his teeth. Like he was trying to force them open.

I kept my eyes closed as long as I could, unable to maintain my sanity in the face of his increasingly wild behavior. There was no telling how my waistline would jiggle in response to him.

“Hmph, stop…….”

Ash’s thrusts get faster and faster. It was rough as if he was going to break through the fabric and enter me at any moment.

“Ha, senior, ah, ah.”

He holds me like he’s going to break my body, and I concentrate on rubbing his cock frantically between my legs. His breathing quickened and the pace of his thrusts increased as he approached his climax.

I must have been contagious with his thick arousal because I couldn’t resist and threw my arms around his neck once more.

“Ahhh, Ash!”

Ash cum as soon as I yelled his name. My body and head completely melted in the heat, and I was lost in the suma that washed over me like a wave in its wake.