The Season I Loved You Without You - Chapter 81 - R19

CHAPTER 81

No matter how hot it was outside, staying in cold water for a long time lowered their body temperature. The two naturally entered the tub in the bathroom, sitting intertwined in their perfect nakedness. Go-yeo leaned her head on Ga-eul’s chest. Ga-eul’s low laughter resonated as he left gentle kisses on Go-yeo’s temple.

“Talk to me. I want to hear your voice.”

“Um…”

Go-yeo playfully wrote ‘Yoon Ga-eul’ and ‘Han Go-yeo’ on his white arm that was wrapped around her.

“I just wish time would stop right now.”

“Why?”

Go-yeo mischievously pretended not to know.

“Because today, you smiled a lot and seemed particularly happy. Of course, you said you like swimming, but is it better because you’re with me? I wonder…”

Listening to Ga-eul’s gradually diminishing voice, Go-yeo turned her body around to face him, straddling his thigh. She looked down at his eyes and smiled a somewhat dangerous and provocative smile.

“Do you know?”

She whispered in his ear, causing his arms around her waist to tighten naturally.

“I like it when you cling to me like this.”

Ga-eul, laughing at her response, leaned back to kiss her lips. Instead of lowering her lips, Go-yeo closely examined him, noticing for the first time today a small mole at the end of his right eyebrow. Discovering new things about Yoon Ga-eul wasn’t bad. She left a light kiss on his eyebrow and then planted tiny kisses all over his face. As her lips roamed near his lips, he chuckled, feeling ticklish.

“…Kiss me.”

For some reason, his slightly watery eyes looked more earnest. As if a god showing mercy to a human, she slowly intertwined her lips with his. What started as a light, slow entanglement deepened, exploring each other. Ga-eul shivered as he caressed Go-yeo’s soft, tender skin. Her soft, creamy chest made him feel a thrilling sensation as she giggled softly and flinched.

Before Go-yeo turned around, she felt his hardness pressing against her, and she pressed her body against it, rubbing her soft pink flesh against his underwater. Without inserting, she moved up and down.

“Ha…”

At Go-yeo’s teasing movements, Ga-eul moaned, tilting his head back. Unconsciously, he grabbed her b*ttocks firmly. Go-yeo, too, hugged Ga-eul’s neck tightly, seeking his lips. Their kiss was desperate and quenched their thirst. Feeling dizzy from the touch of her tender flesh against him, he cl*maxed.

As they headed to the bedroom, still kissing and with lingering w*tness from not fully drying, Ga-eul felt a sense of fullness even without s*x, gazing down at her lying on the bed. Yet, pulled by her weak grasp on his neck, he kissed her.

Leaving small kisses on her chin and resting his nose on her throbbing neck, inhaling her scent deeply, he felt comforted by her giggles. He pressed his lips deeply, leaving red marks on her white, milky skin as if marking his territory. Her irregular breathing made his spine tingle.

Her body shivered with goosebumps as he gently bit her tender pink flesh. When he reached her well, she jerked greatly. He kissed the tender red flesh inside her soft, white skin. As he licked the soft, moist spot, her thighs closed in reflex.

“Ugh!”

Spreading her slender thighs wide, he sucked deeply, as if to fully uncover the moist well. Her unique scent was strong. Enduring the urge to cl*max again, he listened to her moans.

Holding her slender waist, he positioned himself between her legs. At the slippery entrance, he guided himself inside. Despite doing it many times, it was still tight. Feeling the resistance, Ga-eul frowned. Go-yeo, too, moaned, hugging him tightly.

Feeling Go-yeo’s warmth, he embraced her, moving slowly while gazing at her with a longing look. Their breaths intermingled, releasing the restrained moans. The sound of their w*t, slapping flesh filled the air. Go-yeo cried out, biting his shoulder.

As he lifted her legs onto his shoulders, the deeper penetration made her gasp, almost losing her breath. Continuously hitting one spot made her toes curl.

“Ah!”

The overwhelming pl*asure coursing through her body made tears form at the corners of her eyes, and her thighs trembled. Seeing Go-yeo’s dazed eyes gave Ga-eul a sense of satisfaction. He wished to lock her away under his arm, away from the world, only for his eyes. He felt a low, intense possessiveness towards her.

‘I want to own Han Go-yeo completely.’

Ga-eul’s intense movements made sweat drop into her cleavage. Kissing there, he reached a cl*max, burying himself deeply. He nestled his face into her neck, leaving small kisses while their breath mingled.

Go-yeo lay there, receiving Ga-eul’s loving gaze, stroking his hair. She gently wiped the sweat beads off his forehead, both of them smiling.

Go-yeo knew Ga-eul wouldn’t stop after one or two times, and she also wanted to enjoy him more. They fell into ecstasy again, using half of the condoms they had bought, before taking a break. Go-yeo, lying on Ga-eul’s arm, felt his gentle touch in her drowsy state, caressing her hair, and making her feel comfortable and languid.

“…I hope my past doesn’t hurt you, but it will be hard.”

Her murmuring made Ga-eul’s stroking hand pause briefly before continuing.

“Moon Ji-hyuk is the past, but to make myself comfortable, he is still in the extension.”

Not wanting to lose her to Moon Ji-hyuk again, he pulled her closer, hugging her.

“It would be a lie to say I don’t care at all.”

“Yes.”

“Honestly, I envied him.”

Go-yeo silently stroked his smooth back at his painful confession.

“Because he remembers your past. Something I can never have.”

“……”

“…I also envied the natural future you envisioned with him.”

Ga-eul gave her a small glimpse of hope. Understanding his cautious heart, she laughed softly, finding it endearing and adorable.

“I know I lack a lot, but if Go-yeo is by my side, I feel like I can do anything.”

Go-yeo nestled deeper into his chest, listening to his pounding heart. It felt warm and comforting.

“So, I want to try something other than being a teacher.”

“…It’s unfortunate for future students.”

At her playful remark, Ga-eul laughed along with her.

“You can do anything well.”

“Really?”

“Yes. Don’t try too hard… Just be Yoon Ga-eul as you are.”

With these words, Go-yeo fell asleep. As her breathing became steady and regular, Ga-eul kissed the small spot under her eye and her temple.

“Yoon Ga-eul as you are…”

He repeated her words, feeling a different texture as his name rolled off her tongue.

Looking at Go-yeo’s clear face, free of makeup, she appeared more pure and vulnerable than ever. Though she always seemed haughty and cold, he felt she was a tender and warm-hearted person inside.

“…I love you. Truly.”

Ga-eul whispered a confession to her sleeping form, hugging her tightly as he, too, fell asleep.

Go-yeo repeatedly blinked her eyes open, looking at an unfamiliar ceiling, and saw the morning sun beginning to rise between the curtains. Feeling Ga-eul’s weight around her waist, she lay there blankly. The gentle waves continued to break white endlessly. The small dot of the sun rose higher in the sky, and the blue dawn faded away.

For the first time, the sea, which always felt transient, felt dynamic today. The sea always had the power to move forward anew. From the lowest place, the sea that embraced everything seemed to swallow all of Han Go-yeo’s flaws.

Once Moon Ji-hyuk was okay, she felt she could face Yoon Ga-eul fully. She wanted to feel purely that the human Han Go-yeo held Yoon Ga-eul in her heart, apart from the burdens and possessions she carried.

“…When did you wake up?”

Go-yeo realized that the warmth of Ga-eul’s body, now familiar to her, was coming from behind.

“A little while ago.”

“I thought you wouldn’t be able to get up from exhaustion…”

Feeling the hardening of his stiff m*mber between her b*ttocks, Go-yeo spoke with a hint of laughter.

“Really tired.”

In the sunlight hitting the bedroom, their n*ked bodies were fully visible to each other. Without any embarrassment, they deeply gazed into each other’s eyes.

“Really.”

“Really?”

Ga-eul, smiling with a refreshing smile like a green leafy tree, kissed Go-yeo. His movement over her body was now entirely natural. At his gentle touch, Go-yeo burst into laughter.

Waking up with Yoon Ga-eul turned out to be better than she thought. So was having s*x with him, which seemed undying.

Go-yeo believed that this relationship could last forever if she had the will.