Handsome Trash - 36
Even though the doctors said it wasn’t life-threatening, the lump in her ut*rus was bad enough that she had to take medication for years, but she is worried about children?”
“Why are you so worried about that?”
“… We aren’t even married yet, but when we do, I’m going to want to have kids, and I’m a little scared it won’t be safe… No, I’m still going to have the surgery, I’m just scared.”
As he listened to Hyewon rambling on and on, Eunhyuk slowly started to understand what this was about.
In other words, she’s scared that he would leave her if she couldn’t have children.
It’s not that she isn’t afraid, she just thinks too much.
“Even if it goes wrong, I’ll take responsibility.”
Hyewon slowly blinked at Eunhyuk’s resolution.
“… Why do you take so much responsibility for me, Cha Eunhyuk?”
He was the one who moved around Hyewon, who was doing so well in her own life, into Seoul. He was the one who had gone out of his way to make her his own.
It’s a twisted story, but he’s the one who clearly put her next to him and insisted on keeping her there.
He just liked Kang Hyewon and wanted her, whether she could have children or not.
None of that mattered to Eunhyuk.
“Maybe I’m being an assh*le, but you’re making it worse by accepting it. Then I’m making it even worse than that by constantly reminding you that you will have to accept it.”
“You don’t sound like a very responsible person.”
Hyewon couldn’t believe how much of an assh*le he was.
“In case you didn’t know, I’m not that much of an assh*le. I only came to see you that day because it was my grandfather’s last request.”
He let out a shallow sigh, feeling more frustrated and guilty than angry.
“I meant it when I said I would take responsibility after I f*cked you.”
“…”
Her round eyes stared at Eunhyuk with an almost infinite intensity.
“I’ll take responsibility for you, no matter what. I know I’m nothing more than a f*cking assh*le to you, but…”
Eunhyuk chewed on his lip for a long moment, struggling to get out his next words.
“I don’t do sh*t like my grandfather.”
He knew how deeply Hyewon was hurting and how many bad memories she was carrying, so he wanted to keep his mouth, but…
“I’m not going to lock you away and treat you like a pet. I’m not going to f*ck other women. I refuse.”
He wanted to assure her, to let her know that this wasn’t a fleeting fling.
“Only with you. S*x, marriage, everything.”
“…”
Eunhyuk lifted his hand and cupped Hyewon’s cheek, who looked like she might start crying at any moment.
“If something goes wrong with you, even the biggest assh*le in your life will go to extreme lengths, and I’ll despair our fate1 he basically means even if she dies, he’ll only love her and he’ll just rlly hate fate for not making them be together forever rather than being w someone other than her .”
Hyewon’s shoulders slumped at the irrational logic.
“Are you insane? Why would you say such an absurd thing if your life is fine?”
“I’m saying that nothing will happen to you. What matters is that you are Kang Hyewon, not a girl who never existed.”
Shaking her head, Hyewon burst into tears. Kang Hyewon, who always held back her tears, now freely expressed herself without concern.
*.*.*.*.*
Contrary to her fears, Hyewon’s surgery went well.
Eunhyk worked hard to boost Hyewon’s physical strength, which was at its lowest before the surgery.
Even though there were no immediate signs, Eunhyuk tried his best to comfort Hyewon, even though he was told there might be some after-effects later.
“Hyewon, have you ever been on a Han River cruise?”
“I have.”
“…”
Eunhyuk had to admit that he underestimated Hyewon.
Despite his insanely romanticized confessions about the night view of Seoul at her feet after he had first taken her in, Hyewon was a woman who enjoyed the city quite a bit.
“When? You rode it with some other man?”
Eunhyuk nervously set down his wine glass and raised his voice.
“A long time ago. I had a friend named Jinsook who moved to Bonjuri from Seoul, and I took a day trip with them to see the city.
“Is Jinsook a guy?”
“It’s a girl’s name, isn’t it?”
Although he was glad that Jinsoon wasn’t a man, Eunhyuk, who had organized the Seoul tour for Hyewon, couldn’t help but feel unhappy that her first time there was with someone else.
“So, have you been to Namsan Town and Gangnam Station?”
“I’ve been to both,” she answered, still gazing at the night view illuminated by city lights.
“You haven’t been there with me…”
“What? Do you think a country girl like me can’t go see that stuff?”
“I don’t think so.”
“Are you being honest?”
“What? Are you mad because I wanted to go there with you?”
Eunhyuk’s narrowed brows reflected his annoyance.
“No, it’s not that. It’s just that living in the city with you seems like a different world, and I thought everything would be great, but now that we’re here, I realize it’s not.”
“Why? Do you want to go back?”
For some reason, Hyewon’s words seemed to contain a slight wistfulness for Bonjuri, and Eunhyuk wanted to take back his complaints.
“Not really, I’m just uncomfortable with large crowds. They made me feel dizzy.”
‘Thank God.’
Eunhyuk almost broke down for a moment, wondering what would happen if she said she was tired of Seoul and this house and wanted to go back.
“That sounds like me.”
Hyewon kissed Eunhyuk’s cheek, startling him. He looked up at her, wide-eyed, and she smirked.
“What?”
He jerked his head up, thinking she was messing with him because they hadn’t had s*x in so long and he was already hard. All it took was a little kiss on the cheek from Kang Hyewon.
“You’re the one who wanted to f*ck me as soon as we made eye contact, and I was about to give it to you since you’ve been so patient.”
when did miss kang hyewon get so bold?
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