Childhood Friend Edification Theory - CHAPTER 2.7 - R-19

02.Secretly – Part 7

“Ah, Jaeha, ah... I’m so… ah, uh!“

The stimulation was too intense, causing her to tighten around him involuntarily. Her abdomen, which did not have much muscle, twitched and tightened further. She shivered with spasms, her insides clenching tightly around the shape of his p*nis.

“Ahh, hgnh!”

“C*m.”

“C-c*m? What… ah, n-no… Jaeha! Jae-, ahhh!“

Even though she couldn’t ej*culate like a man, he continued to rub her cl*toris relentlessly, urging her to release.

?If you want to feel good and cl*max like that again, come to me.?

His voice from earlier echoed chillingly in her ears.

“Ahhh, hghn… ah, ahhh!“

Her whole body was flushed pink. Her skin, usually pale from poor circulation, now glowed with heat. As he massaged her br*asts, soothing her with a soft ‘shh’, he growled.

“Do you know how beautiful you are right now? Your whole body is red… like my c*ck is the paint. You’re sucking me in. It’s insanely beautiful.”

“I, I can’t… I can’t hold it any longer, ah! It’s too much! Jaeha… uh!“

“Haea… Haea, ugh!“

She shivered and threw her head back as if she was ej*culating like a man. Goosebumps spread as her blood rushed backwards. Something burst inside her. At the same time, he withdrew from her. He quickly removed the c*ndom and shook his p*nis. Milky s*men sprayed onto her stomach and ch*st.

“Ha, uh… ugh!”

As her vision blurred, she saw his firm abs spasm violently. When she blinked and opened her eyes again, she saw him biting his lip and shaking his waist as he ej*culated. His sharp canine teeth gleamed menacingly. The long, continuous tremors that followed her nerves continued to pound her body. When he finished ej*culating and pulled her close to him, rubbing against her, she moaned softly, as if in a dream.

“Ah, uh…“

“Look at me. Your eyes… I want to suck them now.”

A red tongue seemed about to lick her eyeball. But it didn’t; instead he kissed around her eyes, swallowing her tears. Even after he ej*culated, his firm p*nis pressed insistently against her navel, raising its head.

“You, why…”

‘Why are you hard again?’

She couldn’t bring herself to ask directly, so her words trailed off awkwardly.

“Tonight is our first night, and I have to get through the night.”

“What? A-are you crazy?”

There was still a long time until sunset. After just one round, she felt like she was going to collapse from exhaustion. How could she do more?

“Your heartbeat is still fine. I’ve checked it.”

“Don’t use your medical knowledge like that, you idiot!”

He shamelessly rubbed his cheek against her br*ast.

“Being w*t makes it even softer. How can your skin be so smooth?”

Squelch. He sucked sweetly on her n*pple with a smacking sound. His gestures and gaze were tender.  It was as if a wild beast that had torn off the flesh of its prey, slaughtered it and feasted on it, was satisfied and showed mercy.

“You didn’t lock the door on purpose, did you? To tease me! Earlier….Even when there was noise outside earlier, you kept going…”

She felt upset, remembering her fear that someone might open the door. On the contrary, he was obnoxious, enjoying it more and pushing it further.

“If ajumma finds out…”

His finger slipped into her mouth, brushing gently against the lining. As if to stop her from speaking, he kissed her. The sultry, sensual kiss made her inner thighs tremble again.

“She’ll be pleased. She’s the one who fears my anxiety of separation the most.”

Not long after he began to speak again, Haea caught a cold and was unable to see him for several days. During that time, he didn’t speak to anyone until Haea came and held his hand.

This was what Choi Se-hui, Jaeha’s mother, feared the most. She’s afraid her handsome son will get mutism again. Her generous support for Haea’s treatment was ultimately for the benefit of her son.

But talking about separation anxiety… When he said that, Haea felt a pang of fear.

“Don’t say that.”

‘What if I really die?’

She had to stifle the rest of her words. Her face became damp. She was so worried about him.

Her fingers, anxiously scratching her palm, were gently cupped by his hand. He lifted her hand and kissed each finger one by one. His tongue licked slowly, occasionally scratching the skin with his sharp canine teeth. When her fingers flinched slightly, he gripped them even tighter.

As he caressed her fingers, he looked down at Haea with piercing eyes. His gaze was oppressive, lacking the usual gentleness or willingness to give in. The arrogant, unrestrained flash of his eyes sent shivers down her spine.

“That’s right. It’s a threat.”

“…..”

He admitted that he had said it knowing that Haea would be worried and frightened. She was shocked by his brazenness and pained by his recklessness.

“Don’t give up. I’ll never forgive you if you do.”

What did he mean by not giving up? Her life? Their relationship?

Haea couldn’t guarantee either. That was why, for almost 15 years, she had insisted on being just ‘friends’. Haea also knew how to be jealous. He was very popular, and sometimes when she received gifts meant for him, she thought about throwing them away. There was even a childish possessiveness in her, a feeling that Ha Jaeha had belonged to her for a very long time.

But she had never shown him any of this. She never failed to pass on the gifts that were meant for him. She shouldn’t be greedy to be at his side, not with a body that could die at any moment.

‘Coward.’

Haea was disillusioned with herself. Even after thinking like that, she had still accepted this relationship, pretending she couldn’t help it. Every time she confronted these hidden feelings, she felt sick. Because it was cowardly, petty and d*sgusting.

Yun Haea tried not to think of Ha Jaeha as a ‘man‘. But there was never a time when he wasn’t a ‘man’ to her, especially since his puberty. Realizing this, the coward in her shrank back. Her mind was a mess. Even in moments of physical and emotional connection, she couldn’t fully enjoy it. But now was definitely not the time for such thoughts.

Haea raised her lowered head to hide her expression and tried to smile. But as soon as she looked up, his cold face and eyes met hers. When she flinched, he twisted his lips into a smirk.

“Shall I open the door?”

“What door?”

“Let’s have s*x with the door open. Let everyone hear.”

Ha Jaeha had a bad temper. There were many things he could not and would not tolerate. His patience was only reserved for Haea, and even that didn’t last very long.

No wonder his nickname was ‘Dog Jaeha’.

And now this ‘Dog Jaeha’ has appeared. He was definitely serious.

“Are you crazy?”

“Don’t you know? Why do you think I’m acting like this?”

He held her tightly, warming her body but leaving her heart cold. She was frozen, unable to make any excuses. Soon she tried to say something, but Jaeha didn’t wait and sneered as if he had expected it.

“Let everyone hear. That way, you can’t abandon me.”

He acted as if he would get up and open the door at any moment. Panicked, Haea shook her head frantically to stop him.

“N-no, no. How… how could I ever…”

“You were going to abandon me. Eat me and run.”

“Eat you…what?”

“Don’t you know what it means to ‘eat and run’? That’s what you’re doing right now.”

The unexpected words sent her mind reeling.

“It’s my first time.”

Another bomb dropped. His words made him sound like a pitiful soul, abandoned by his lover. Yet it was Haea who felt utterly destroyed by just one s*xual encounter.

“It’s my first time too…”

‘You think you’re the only one? It’s my first time too!’

She knew it didn’t matter who was more inexperienced and that her reaction was childish. But somehow the words found their way out. She flinched slightly under his intense gaze. Despite her complete trust in him, his larger frame made his gaze intimidating.

“Ha.“

Jaeha let out a cold laugh and shifted their positions.

“Kyah!“

Haea found herself straddling his waist. The sudden shift made her head spin.

“So. Did I ever abandon you?”

Although she was now looking down at him from above, he showed no sign of being intimidated despite being underneath her. This strange confrontation made her feel uncomfortable. It was as if he understood that she was afraid and changed positions to reassure her, even in his anger.

She was far from a pushover. The reason a fluffy hamster like her could bravely tear off the reversed scales of a dragon without fear was because he was utterly soft when it came to her. Cowardly as it was, she felt a fleeting sense of superiority over him.

“What about me, then? I didn’t abandon you either!”

“Are you sure?”

“Of course. When have I ever abandoned you? Do you have any idea how ridiculous that is?”

She might have entertained such thoughts for a moment, but the more she thought about it, the more Haea raised her chin defiantly. Her fingers curled slightly from the tension, but it wasn’t that bad.

Jaeha, who had been staring at her intently, sat up to face her. His hand covered her back, shielding her from the cold air of the air conditioner, and pulled her into an embrace.

“Then we’re not just friends anymore. We can’t go back to being friends.”

Her heart trembled at the words ‘can’t go back’. The impact was so strong that she wondered if the mechanical valve had malfunctioned.

“We are lovers. Let’s do this, Haea.”

His strong arms wrapped around her. His body heat felt like it was setting her on fire. Looking into his worried eyes, Haea smiled and wrapped her arms around his head.

“Okay.”

His body was too large for a full hug, but she could at least hold his head. It felt good to have his head between her br*asts, and her heart, which had been beating wildly, began to calm down.

“And let’s keep having s*x.”

“Yes, let’s… What?”

She thought she heard something that didn’t match the current mood. Before she could open her eyes to check, something thick nudged her b*tt.

“Sorry. I’m in a bit of a hurry.”

Jaeha whispered as he tore open a c*ndom wrapper with his teeth that he had carelessly picked up from the bed.