Chapter 94.2

Xue Xuran still didn’t say anything. The words An Ruoxi said were a little weak and sad. If the Xue family’s son insisted on refusing to marry, she couldn’t do anything on the other side. She expected a thousand possibilities. She thought their meeting was just to let her confirm whether she wanted to marry, to wait for her to decide. But unexpectedly, she was rejected. The son of the Xue family was unwilling to marry her.

An Ruoxi felt embarrassed, but her mouth was still uncontrollable, and she said: “Look, you do not want a good girl to become a widow because of you. I have a bad reputation, so you don’t need to care. If- if- you left, and I became a widow, it would be the retribution for my previous ignorance. But if you can live well, as the monk said, you will earn advantages.”

As she said this, tears were coming down her face. What the hell was she doing? Why did she make herself so bad? Young Master Xue doesn’t want to marry her, then she should just go back! She doesn’t even mind that he is sick and weak and has a short life! Who is he to mind that she is bad?

An Ruoxi didn’t even salute and say goodbye. She turned around and ran out the door. After stepping out, her tears came down.

She wiped her tears away with all her might. Then, she saw Tian Qing not far away knocking on the door of another compartment, which opened with An Ruochen appearing behind it.

“Sis.” Seeing her relatives, An Ruoxi hurried over and jumped into An Ruochen’s arms.

An Ruochen brought her into the compartment and patted her back.

“What’s going on here?” Mrs. Xue asked in surprise.

An Ruoxi realized that Mrs. Xue was also there and busily gave a salute.

Mrs. Xue was worried, “What’s wrong with you?”

An Ruoxi euphemized Xue Xuran’s meaning. Mrs. Xue seemed not surprised. She looked at An Ruochen and said, “My son has been sick for a long time. His mind is naturally deeper than the others. But the matter of marrying, I can still make the decision.”

An Ruochen looked at An Ruoxi, “What do you think?”

An Ruoxi’s eyes reddened, choking on her tears, “He doesn’t want to marry me. If I force him, he will hate me.”

Mrs. Xue and An Ruochen glanced at each other. Listening to that tone, An Ruoxi was quite willing to this marriage. An Ruochen said, “Madam, is it alright if I speak with the second sister alone?”

Mrs. Xue nodded and retreated. The maids waiting outside were busy following. Mrs. Xue waved her hand and walked into Xue Xuran’s room alone. Inside the room, Xue Xuran’s servant boy was tidying his clothes for him. The sedan chair was already waiting at the back door as he wanted to leave.

“Xuran.” Mrs. Xue sighed.

“Mother, I’m tired.” Xue Xuran’s face was weary. Mrs. Xue couldn’t say anything else, so she instructed the boy to serve him well. She could talk about this matter to Xue Xuran after they went home.

Inside the compartment, An Ruochen asked her sister, “What do you think? Willing to marry?”

An Ruoxi did not pretend to be reserved with her sister and nodded, “I think he is quite good. But he doesn’t want to marry me. He said it very clearly. I, I don’t want to force him.”

“You can’t force him either.” An Ruochen said, “His mother will force him. It’s none of your business.”

“But ……”

“You don’t marry of your own free will. It is your father who forces you to marry. Parents’ order, you can’t disobey.”

An Ruoxi froze. Her father did not force her, ah. Her father did not agree to this marriage.

“Anyway, just make sure you’re willing to marry. I’ll take care of this matter.” An Ruochen spoke with Big Long’s majestic tone.

An Ruoxi looked at her sister, unsure how her sister could get her father to nod.

“Remember, we should never see each other again after we leave here. I will make the arrangements, and you will marry if Father tells you to. You never met me and don’t understand why Father changed his mind. After you marry into the Xue family, I’ll talk to the General and give you the antidote. From then on, you can be the wife of the Xue family without worrying about anything else. It’s up to you to decide what kind of life you can have. I won’t see you again, and you don’t have to come looking for me again.”

An Ruoxi’s tears came to her eyes. She jumped over to hug An Ruochen, “Sister! I, I was sorry for you before.”

She understood what An Ruochen meant. It was better for both of them if she didn’t see her. If she married and couldn’t see An Ruochen, she would have no use for Qian Pei. The Xue family would be her backer. It would be good if she stayed in peace and lived a good life.

An Ruochen patted her back and let her spill her tears on her shoulder. Her feelings were also conflicted. She was suddenly unsure if she was helping herself or her sister. She used to think it would be good to help herself, but now she feels it would be nice if she could help her sister fulfill this marriage. Surprisingly, she didn’t hate her anymore.

“Leave it to me.” She said to her sister.